so i'm slipping. i'm just bored.

i was just thinking of the time when my fat sister ran off with her boyfriend to florida and how my mom frantically called me telling me that amy ran off to FLORIDUMB with mike. i'm not sure if both of those idiots assume my sister was doing ANYTHING similar to what i've done- she was almost telling me like she was proud of her for acting like me. wtf? like i know what she'd do next and tell her, so she wouldn't be so worried or some bullshit. first of all- i'm NOWHERE near as stupid as her.. when i take risks, i always think about the possible consequences. i felt like i didn't have much to lose anyway. what my mom REALLY should've been concerned about was that BOTH of her daughters felt compelled to get away from HER. she's too stupid to take accountability for things like that.. or ANYTHING now that i think of it. i've went through TWO surgeries BECAUSE OF HER in my life. DO YOU POSSIBLY THINK THAT WE RAN AWAY BECAUSE OUR MOMMY DIDN'T GIVE US THE DESIRE TO CONTINUE WASTING OUR LIVES BY HER?! my sister threw her life away a long time ago when she decided to spread her legs and drop out of school BEFORE she even reached high school.. NEVER TO RETURN. if she really wanted my respect (i'm sure a lot of other people's too)- SHE'D BE GETTING HER GED INSTEAD OF LIVING TO GET WET OVER HER SISTER BITCHING ABOUT HER STUPIDITY ON HER BLOG. you and mom are both losers who don't have any REAL accomplishments aside from their children. the difference between your situations is just mom ACTUALLY has her diploma. THAT'S ALL. oh well. i'm gonna look on indeed now. i might think of a solution to get a job.